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I'll never be a real man
Until I go live on a farm
Until them I am a leech
Its selfish and it's wrong
But money controls everything I do
I cant afford to eat at chipotle but
I still eat at chipotle anyway

And I'll never be loved by you until I learn how to grow up
My actions can get so petty
It makes me want to throw up
I am afraid of everyone I see
If I ever hear laughter I assume it is directed at me

I wish i was a vampire but I'm only a human
So fuck you god for having me see my own reflection
I'm laying in my bed when i should be in a coffin
And I just want to cry blood

And you shouldn't believe anything
That I say to you
Because I have all these convictions
But really none of them are true.
Because when push comes to shove I am just a little boy
I'll keep my mouth silent i'll do things that I don't enjoy

I am a shell of the person I portray
Faking every interaction i have I'm acting everyday
I'll isolate myself I'll hide myself away
I'm the only one awake at night
I'll sleep all fucking day

I wish i was a vampire but I'm only a human
So fuck you god for having me see my own reflection
I'm laying in my bed when i should be in a coffin
And I just want to cry blood

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from Lowest​-​Fi, released December 7, 2014

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Wally Tusk & The Film Club Chicago, Illinois

Sad, sarcastic folk (punk?) from Chicago.

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