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You Are Tearing Me Apart, Lisa

by Wally Tusk & The Film Club

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Shark Week 04:00
You’re watching Shark Week, In a Dusty denver hotel room the thin colored air, isn’t goo for your heart you get a phone call, my grandfathers stuck in the hospital there are photos documenting this tragic arc drive the RV hastily down the flat kansas plain land theres a sign, advertising the famous three legged cow, what kind of people celebrate such tragic deformity holy hell i guess I’m one of them now we stop for gas, and i buy candy that we’ve never heard of while you wait, with the dog, by the car there’s something evil, growing inside both of us, but we don’t know it yet, no we can’t see that far and i know you believe in god, and i know you get down on your knees and you pray that sometime, you will find a safe way out of this and maybe years from now we’l all chuckle to ourselves, but that seems like wishful thinking now doesn’t it zoom by a billboard, painted all by hand, it shows your savior his eyes are bleeding, looking out over the land, and although you don’t seem to notice i can’t escape its gaze its eyes are following me, unrelenting, ruby red and unfazed and theres no stopping now, theres no stopping now even if we want to turn around, theres no going back and i way i don’t believe in god, but sometimes i get down on my knees and i pray that someday, we will find a safe way out of this and maybe years from now we’l drive to denver once again, but that seems like wishful thinking now doesnt it so put on a horses head and walk around the town pretend like all of this is normal cry when no one else is around and i know you want to escape this and i know you don’t think you can and god i wish i could help you and i hate it that i can’t just because i don’t see you any more just because il never see you again just because i fucking hate you doesn’t mean that i don’t care i dont care
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There’s a tiny window in my basement and a little light comes peaking in but the blanket over my head its only going to happen when I say it is oh. It’s only going to happen when I say it is. It’s only going to happen when I say it. Dig up the streets and unearth the bodies is what you say to me all these hidden secrets that you keep, won’t stay buried and all my days blending in a sea of netflix and masturbation I wonder when I’l like human like a person Caffeine and methampheatimines are running through my veins and through my brain it seems that i cannot be comfortable without foreign substances inside me nicotine and thc just suck it all down until i cannot breathe and alcholol to wash it all down please let me go to sleep I’m waking up at 3pm again but i don’t i want to i want to stay in bed dream the same day, reliving the same day over, and over again in my head like a plate glass window breaking in everything shatter, your left with fragments you can build it back up but it will not be the same youl remember things you don’t want to try to forget but you find its hard to the bad things and the good things die but the energy remains Caffeine and methampheatimines are running through my veins and through my brain it seems that i cannot be comfortable without foreign substances inside me nicotine and thc just suck it all down until i cannot breathe and alcholol to wash it all down please let me go to sleep
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there’s something secret seedy and shady slithering through my thoughts unbeknownst to all these people on the train There’s something secret and seedy and shady and silent slithering down through my spine in my sleep with tendrils and tentacles taking the tepretature of ten thousand toungs underneath in the morning molasses beads in the boroughs and tunnels and crevaces tha i frequent and as I push trough on my way to you i get stuck in walls oh dear god i repent I’m begging the billy club to hit me tonight Bash me in the skull and bang out my eyes you’re burning and begging and building a box full of pieces of me out of spite in a stuffy murky basement with boarded up doors theres flies buzzing around my head, mystery stains all on the floor the creepy man nowhere came to let us in took me around the back gave me the keys and flashed me his goofy grin his goofy grin following a fever fit I’m finally figuring out that all these faces that I’m face with are filled with fear and doubt and the walls are bleeding and starting to sprout and my friends are all burning could you please put them out please put them out cuz theres a steady stream of smoke that does not seem to decay and you’re looking at me in such a familiar way my crazy conscious clears quite quietly and theres only one thing i can say that things can only be ruined for you, if you make them so Saben I know you don’t drink Horchata anymore, but Horchata is pretty dope. Theres a hive of bees in the ovaries of a sexy fifth grade teacher looking down at me and I am afraid that they may come out and sting but goddamnit, i want the honey i want the honey I will eat you out and eat the honey i want the honey
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Hodor! 03:45

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Songs about love and stuff recorded in one take hungover on Valentines day.

Miten Soni - Guitar, Vocals
Saben Pallesen - Guitar, Vocals
Nathan Fraizer - Cello

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released February 15, 2015

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Sad, sarcastic folk (punk?) from Chicago.

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