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I Swear Everything is Fine

from Lowest​-​Fi by Wally Tusk & The Film Club

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every stupid song i write sounds the same
I’m horribly horrible at everything i feel so bad for my friends and family
for dealing with all this bullshit i excrete

and i just want to go home but i don’t even know what home
means anymore
my head keeps spinning my head keeps racing i keep anything straight anymore
oh oh oh

and i want to drive away but i do not know how to drive
and i don’t want to live anymore but i sure as shit don’t want to die
and i totally understand how my friends can turn to herion
and i don’t want to but i am afraid that soon i will join them

and i think that i should just go and work on a farm
but i have all these stupid dreams
bubbling deep inside of me
i want to make music i want to make movies
but i just don’t want to
i just don’t want to
deal with all the bullshit in between

and I’m afraid that I’m turning into an alcoholic
im afraid I’m becoming a drug addict
im afraid that I’ve damaged my body too much
im afraid that i can’t stop
i cannot stop i cannot stop
i cannot stop
i cannot stop i cannot stop

stop looking at me like that, i know I’ve gotten pretty fat
but do you want to say it out loud like that, like that, like that ,like that
the ice cream bar won’t make me feel better but il give it a shot away
and the booze won’t make me feel better, but il take, the shot anyway
and i know a gun is not the answer, but a shot sounds pretty good wouldn’t you say
wouldn’t you say
wouldn’y you say

and i find myself constantly wishing that i was not a human being
and i find myself constantly ashamed, of all the things that i am feeling
and i find myself constantly on the verge of destroying everthing
and I am pretty certain that I do not want to i just wish i was not born to this species

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from Lowest​-​Fi, released December 7, 2014

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Sad, sarcastic folk (punk?) from Chicago.

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